Foxymoron, for a long time I have not been feeling well, low energy, shortness of breath, pressure and at times chest pain - Rang my doctor one day about the abnormal ECG's I had had - and he said go straight to hospital - Sounds like you have a blockage - then he spoke to Ali on the phone and told her to take me there and grab things I needed because it might be that I needed to have a blockage cleared. he was being a good doctor - but with our family history I freaked...even for me to go near a hospital increases BP and pulse and I have panic attacks - But poor Ali was really upset and almost ran into the back of a van...she has never done that with me in the car. We let Melissa know because she is in Sydney and a part of our very small family. I was amazed how well they treated me...everyone was nice! They checked over some things and I was released but with a few more tests to follow - there is something wrong there but the doc thinks it might be Gall bladder or other...
I have been under a lot of stress for a long time I guess ...but its more easy to tell someone not to stress than to do it yourself.
A scary few days but am feeling calmer now... what will be...I guess I was scared when my GP said certain things because it was exactly what happened to mum who died suddenly only about 6 yrs older than I am now... and I know the girls have had enough to deal with. I know I must look after myself a bit better. Although I don't do too much wrong really. I think it was just the growing and constant tiredness which has effected my fitness...
I haven't been posting much for a while because I just don't seem to feel I can write anything of length or interest...am not depressed at all, and quite happy in my own way... will get a few things sorted hopefully and get myself back again